i miss my long hair

am trying hard to save money so that i can straighten my hair (rebonding). now, my hair is getting curly since the last cut on last friday.. never step my foot into the suck hair saloon again..! would never forget his face reaction when i ask question and the answer u gave is fxxking lame.. great, my hair is getting worst become of your hair cut.. damn you..! is like a mushroom head, can you ever image a mushroom is on your head..?? lus, i need to tied my hair... i'm fxxking hate my hair... are you happy now?? this is how i feel everything i see my hair :

childish & ugly