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hard days for me to went through
for d 1st time i hate d feeling of rch hm
i wish i can escape from hm
every time along d road bck hm

i'm reli full wit emotion
seriously, i reli miss u

MISS
the days that you r stay arnd me
plying n keep on fooling wit u
the days wen u hide from us
u will ring ur bell wen we call urs name
the days wen v cum bck home
u will walk arnd
keep disturbing u wen u r slp
ur slping posture r so cute

almost 1 n half yrs u sty wit us
full wit ur naughtiness
bt v had x choices
juz to let u go
nw the atmosphere at home bcum quite
and the days without u is unusual
every time i'm at home
my eyes will look for places that u used to hang arnd
tears turn to uncontrolled
x dare to c ur pics alone
or even spoke out ur name
my heart r deeply hurt
for wat i had done to u
and i regret
always hoping tat sum1 can tel me
any news that related 2 u
juz wan to let my heart calm down
hope u can get into ur new life
the most special pet tat i ever had
a baby fox
my first n last pet

~
JACKY

her eyes still x open wen i take her bck to kl

1st day wen she manages to open her eyes

she likes to ply with its tail

so cute wen she is slpingshe likes lying at bed wit a pillowlying on floorjuz awake from her slpposingi had never seen she lik tis b4
she looks sad
i wish i could help her so much

mum n bro carrying she

the last time i c see she is begging
wana out from cage
seek for protection

i realize tat
reality is alwaz cruel n unexcepptable
(plz~dun ask me more abt jacky)


p/s: dear, thx for tis few day acc me
comfort me all the times (muackss)
bt it hapen too sudden d
giv me some time to accept it

mum, i x mean to angry wit ur decision
i can understand it
and plz dun nag (i'm reli tired wit it)
try to understand me PLZ
all i need is just TIME