天空

其实 这样下去 是好是坏?
原来越短的感情 越放不下
还是越长的感情 依赖性越强
到底是放不下 还是在怨恨的妒忌
依赖还是习惯??
想念 当然会啦 反正想念没有罪
好吧 我认了
抬起头看着天空 数星星
不知道另外一个天空 会不会有人想念也在我吗?
看透了啦
想念一个人 有时候也会是一种幸福

smile

Morning ;)

Another day of new beginning

Smile whenever it needs

Because you know well you deserved better

Trust your heart trust yourself

Nothing can actually kill you 

Sun shine brightly and so do your smile

The rest keep it deep inside hidden box 

And life lesson learned

One day when you turn back

You'll noticed you changed too

Senorita

insomnia

Tell me why i have to go through this almost every night
Let me go please.
I'm totally exhausted
I beg.. please.

Taste

Ola~

Is almost 12 days mummy is not at kl. And our life without mum kinda... hmmm~ untidy and mess actually. Haha. 

And now, i am the one who take care everything. Can you imagine ? Mess dude. Really mess. Housework like washing clothes, cleaning, ironing and most importantly.... tadaaa >>> cooking. Am phobia with outside food, seriously. Don't know what to eat and what can i eat. Sometimes,  i wonder why we have to eat. -.-" why ? Phobia :(

What to do then. Cook lohhh.

Last saturday menu: 

 

Fried fish 

  

 

                 grill prawn                 

 

  red beans with eggs       

Yesterday menu:

tomyum seafood 

Dessert:

 

Grill Banana. 

That all for my cooking session. Still, mum dishes is the best.

Mii, Happy Mothers' Day !! Wishing you healthy always and miss you :)

Senorita 

all you need is TIME

Hi blog.

Finally i decide to go for hair cut. Drive away those troubles and unhappiness. Let it go, you should really let it go.

New look new life.
Please give me the strength to move forward. Stay strong senorita. You have to trust yourself, you can and you will.

Nobody can help you, only you. Hard, tough, weak, emotional. Yeah, yes you have no choice but to go through all of this. Somehow, someday you will realized what kill you make you stronger, k.

Senorita 

moving on

Hey girl
Start saving please.
You are getting broke and please dont over spend again.

Just coming back from Phuket trip. We celebrate songkran there. Songkran is actually thai new year. For thai people,  songkran is the biggest celebration or also known as 'water festival'. They will celebrate it for 3 days. Can you imagine that ?? Play, smash, splash, pour, spray blah blah blah.. with water. Seriously, it is WOW, fun dude. Haha. Whatever whoever whenever you feel you like or dislike him/her.. just pour and get wet babey. Don't ever expect you will get dry please. For sure, confirm you wet.

Here is some of pictures. #flash #back

That all for this time. Shall blog more ya.

P/s - promise to yourself you will go travel at least once a year. You live for him but now please live for yourself. Treat yourself good k.

Senorita

not now

亲爱的部落格，

今天是第3天了， 她的情况真的很不理想 时好是坏 好的时候能配我们聊天谈八卦，而不好的时候她就躺着，看到了都心酸 那种感觉真的很恐怖 我真的很不想在面对这种伤痛 失去的心情 难以形容

这几天真的很无助 我真的把它都憋在心里 其实我真的很怕  :'(
我们刚才告诉她 不准她离开 要等到我们嫁人娶老婆 要她喝我们的茶 她点头答应了

婆婆啊~ 我不准你离开，不是现在 不是不是 好吗

senorita 

self reminder

Life is really amazing.

You would never know when you will start a relationship, how strong it would be, how long it will last and unexpected ending.

I learned it. When people started to get older, all these tiny emotional sense started to appear in my life. I had lost someone i loved much before.
Is pain, is hard. Regret ?? Yea, somehow.

Girl, just learn to treat yourself good.
Is past, your life is pain and hard, but please for now on - treat yourself good.
Only yourself understand how tough you had been through and only you can change it. No one will understand and no one actually do appreciate it.
That why i'm still here, waiting.

I believe i trust. I love i like. I learn i earn. I pain hurt. 

 Senorita