αᴡαч

dear blog..
exam is around the corner
i'll be away for these few weeks
want to study hard and do revision
god bless me
for the papers

ͼноͻόlαтэ

the best christmas present i had
daddy and mummy just came back from langkawi
1st time i see lots of chocolate in front of me
felt a bit scary

anyways, merry christmas to all
hohohoho~~
Santa Claus is coming to town

6τн Ϩэѝѕэ

my six sense told me that i'll sick
very soon
:'(

p/s:
virus and sick
please stay far away from me
my exam is around the corner
i don't want fall sick
PLEASE... (begging)

best of luck for tomorrow statistic's paper

U CAN DO IT !!

xoxo

ƨħŏƿ

it been so long that i do not own a new stuff
perhaps is time for me to shop??
hmmm~~
went to sg wang and times square just now
VINCCI having sales and the shoes are nice
the clothes as well
so sad that i am bankrupt
my favorite shop in times square
they have new stocks reach this afternoon
but they only display it tomorrow
OMG
i am still dilemma -ing
should i shop tomorrow?

CC

in cyber cafe now
is freaking COLD

tomorrow my CC 's presentation
this is the last task for AMS1
everyone is fighting to complete their part
same to my group
good luck guys

after this i hope to take a short break
either trip or countdown activities
B.U.T
exam is around the corner
cause ain't study at all
can someone bang my head to the wall??
big sigh to myself

мч нɵмӭ

oh god...
mummy them went back to KEDAH
i want to back as well

i MISS my hometown

the green paddy along the roadside
rubber estate where i found jacky
village where chickens, cows, ducks, goats poop are every where
the fruits and fresh air
granny's cooking especially sambal belacan and thai dishes
last but no least..
my relatives

popo, gong gong, ah yi, jiu jiu...
xoxo...
take care ya
miss u all

倒下

亲愛的部落格
現在剩下你可以讓我诉苦
我真的不知道我可以在撑多久
我真的快要崩溃了

生病也许是最好的解脱
好讓我的头脑
停止胡思乱想
无力對抗
可是生病很辛苦

換別的方法吧~


來杯酒，這樣呢？
借酒消愁
干。。。杯~~！！
醉的感覺是怎樣的
可是喝酒肚腩會变大
愁更愁啊

這樣有不行，那樣有不行
*叹气*

一嗰人

老爸老媽們明天到太平和槟城
剩下我和老弟
星期六才回來
我的天啊
又成为厅长了啦

йо їԁӟα

just finish my presentation slides
BUT,
i have no confident with what i had prepared
can anyone tell me
am i in the right track or the other way round??
arghhh
i have no idea
so how?
what can i do now?

1 more presentation to go
add oil to fight over the demon
all the best

їѕ мч тυяй

i'll present tomorrow
wish me luck please...
hope i can finish on time :)
all the best.. !!
xoxo

м.α.

running out of idea
for my MA presentation
Power point slides
can u tel me what u really want??
sigh of sigh

fȧйтαсч

where am i ?
i can see lots of animals here
it's ZOO...
run and run
form one side to another side
my eyes searching for her
my hear beat is so fast
hoping that i could found her back

some one told me she was not at there
she was moved to somewhere else
but i can't listen where the actual place is
i felt my the tears dropped
i knew i cried so badly and loudly
my heart was disappointed
after awake from my sleep
i realize it was a dream
but why??
it seems like so true and so real
yah, i was dream about jacky again
still, she is always in my mind
what can i do??

иіɢнтмαяз

tattoo and tattoos

this is the topic for my english presentation

keep on click and search for tattoos
is terrifying when see their body and skin..
why the person who view a normal picture feel more pain
from the person who really sit experience it?
yuckss, is suck
will tattoos be my nightmare??
it already 4 days i am doing this

1 person tatoo, but need the help from 3 person
ouchh~ is pain

home alone

again

is suck~!!

ṃіяαͼᴌё

night is still yet
i am here waiting for miracle to happen
but is this possible?
seem like it end up with disappointment
what to do??
i should learn from the lessons since last time
PLEASE don't ever make mistake again
hope and expectation does not pay
and i know that :(

我愛你

也怕會失去你

懟不起

如果我造成了你的壓力

怕了

好想一直生病下去

这样可以阻止

我的脑胡思乱想

天真的我

当作是我想太多

亲爱的, 对不起...
也许我真的不应该
这样的无理取闹
这样的天真
就当过没这回事吧

对不起,晚安
我爱你

ϩїϽκ їs Ϩυͼќ

i am sick now..
flu, cough, headache, dizzy, sore throat, gastric..
it seem like a 7 in 1 package
they together and i wish they can go together

is DADDY'S BIRTHDAY
cant eat secret recipe's durian cake,
i cant eat steamboat,
BBQ chicken's wing,
cant even eat my favorite chocolate ice-cream
OH MAN~~!!
GONNA GO WILD i tel you..
arghh..
and whenever i eat
i try to imagine these foods while i am eating white bread..
(pity)

DADDY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU :)

BOOM

真的很辛苦
在应付功课，考试，补课
同时我也在和病魔打仗
我没力气在奋斗了

可以选择放弃吗？
现在的我
好累，好辛苦
开始感冒了
也开始头痛了

脾气也变暴躁
就好像炸弹一样
随时， 随地

'GE BA BOOOM'
酱, 就爆料咯~

失眠

我的天
已经是第三天了
为什么我会失眠？
这感觉好难受哦~
家人已经是梦到他们的啦啦岛
而我呢？
累又睡不着
好难受啊
我这个睡猪
竟然会失眠？
有没有搞错!!!!!

啊 啊 啊 啊 啊 啊 啊~
神啊~
救救我吧~

buzy week

忙碌的星期

好多东西等要做

11/11/10 - 星期四

舞台剧

12/11/10 - 星期五

交功课和月考

(死了，今天又得罪老师...这次肯定死得很难看!!)

13/11/10 - 星期六

月考又补课

(数学啊!! 救命)

i

臭眼睛，不聽話

昨晚一直流眼泪做麽??

很好，現在肿了

這下可满意了吧~

好不舒服哦...

u make me cry
:'(

can i said

" i hate assignments?? "

not feeling well
again..
no, not at this time
still has lots of assignment to rush
still has lots of thing to settle down
but, i am so weak to fight back the virus
what can i do?

tiredness and sickness is taking over me
FLU.. FLU..FLU..
my nose is itchy
my body is sweating
my leg is freezing
*sign*

chicken rice

just came back from dinner with mates
have a great moment with them
hope we still have next time :)

=="

started to rush for assignments

but still, i am in the sleepy mood

what can i do??

skipped the assignment and off to my bed


i wish i can sleep until i become energetic

can u don't be so SELFISH??

don't tell me

i know the answer by listening other called yours name

yours attitude is BAD

because u're a capitalist

whatever you do is profit-oriented

you like to colonize others mind

i hate you~!!!

聴

可以借我你的耳朵

因為我有好多話想懟你說

你愿意聴嗎？

怕

怕.....
這種感覺很恐怖
你有試过嗎？
你感覺到嗎？
讓我悄悄地告訴你
我現在很怕

bank

i wish i can have a magic seashell
because it helps me to hide and keep
my emotion and feeling

no worries...
i had actually learned from the lessons
getting mature and independent
there is no 100% perfect human in this world
well, i know i am not the most perfect one to critic you

still, i have lots of weakness
but, please think whatever you want to said and act
because sometime you might hurt other feeling
respect other and they deserve it

HOME ALONE
bored till the max

ɞɨɢ F

first of all
a super duper big capital F to you..
i am keep quite do not mean that i am agree with you
why keep on questioning something that past thousands years ago
actually, what did u really get?
we gave u the answer.. yet, you asked for again and again
come on bitch, be open-minded and let it go
why don't just accept the fact and reason
why don't just believe what people said??
is just that simple and easy
won't u feel tired??
yours behaviors bring lots of problem since last time, you know
your attitude almost kill yourself
because people started to HATE you
you do not care on others too !!

DISASTER IS COMING SOON~~

VERY SOON...



* the best way to IGNORE*

"GOT CHA"

ρэαͼёfȗᴌ

tomorrow is the days that i am waiting for
i get the return with what i read and wrote by tomorrow

regret??
is too late i guess

pray hard??
is no use i think

not to view it??
is impossible i think

so, what else can i do??
JUST LET IT BE~

2011

since i have nothing to do tonight
why don't just count for days
funny right..??
i do not really attend the class yet
but i had started to count down

exam : 6 January 2011 – 22 January 2011
holidays : 23 January 2011 – 13 February 2011
meanwhile
3rd & 4th february 2011 - chinese lunar new year

sweat =="
holiday is kinda short for me to celebrate new year
2011 calender is weird
2 celebration in 1 day
31st august 2011 = national day & Hari Raya
how should the people celebrate it??
makan kuih raya + mengibarkan jalur gemilang??
i duno
anyways, we can only figure it out when the time is reach
*winks*

细盐

明目
做完正常的清洁后，打半盆温清水，撒上少量盐让它融化，将脸部浸泡在淡盐水中，在水中睁开眼睛，上下左右活动眼球达到用淡水洗眼的效果。 不出二个星期，你会发现你的眼睛变得明亮且炯炯有神起来，这才是名副其实的“电眼美女”。

战痘
其实对于背部长有青春痘的“顽疾”，盐一样也有用。入浴后让身体充分温热，待毛孔张开后多抹些盐在后背，各个角落都要抹到。用浴刷按摩1分钟，不要太用力，只要让皮肤及刷子间的盐分移动即可，然后用海绵蘸上淡盐水，贴在背上10分钟，用清水洗干净。 洗几次再看看，背上的痘痘慢慢地被攻克了

亮肤
洗脸后，把一小勺细盐放在手掌心加水3-5滴，再用手指仔细将盐和水搅拌均匀，然后沾着盐水从额部自上而下的搽抹，边搽边做环开按摩。几分钟后，待脸上的 盐水干透呈白粉时状时，用温水将脸洗净，涂上保湿乳液或继续正常的护肤步骤。持续进行，每天早晚洗脸后各一次。 这样有很好的清洁和去污效果，对于毛孔中积聚的油脂、粉刺、甚至是“黑头”都可以去掉。不过按摩时应该避开眼部周围的皮肤，而且敏感性皮肤谨慎些。千万不 要把盐水弄到眼睛里去，以免造成眼结膜损伤。


copy from somewhere..
and i wana try this because i want to be PRETTY..

ḡїғт

sweet moment with family

♥ it
thx mummy and daddy

the sweetest ever blueberry yogurt
nice date !! :)

ɞαѢч ƨіƨтзя

my little cousin and family visit KL
i had become the baby sister for this few days
he is cute yet is hard to take care of him
he love cold drinks especially ICE
in my opinion, this is bad habit for a small kids
what can i do
my uncle and aunt do not really stop him
instead, they keep on giving him small ice cube
*sigh*

Ҍέαυτч

girl wishes to look pretty every time
so do i
is time for my beauty session
using VITAMIN A MASK from Etude House
hoping that pimples will gone
and my dark circle is getting darker
i don't 1 to become like a panda bear :(
if i have money, for sure i'll visit beauty salon

bad news for me
seem like im getting fat in the holidays
this is a nightmare..!!
D.I.E.T
will start from now
no more junkie and oily foods

F

F = the fipper family

ħūят

why dont u just appreciate it
rather than keep on complaint and nagging?
i hate u, SERIOUSLY
why u always act like innocent
i'm the one who wrong at all the time
whatever u said, u perceive that is true
have u ever think about my feeling?
im doing kind but what had i receive?
i never wish u praise me or even thanks me
but why cant u just shut yours mouth up??
this is the best way instead of hurting me with yours words..

ƌіииэя

this place bring memories with the mates

now is my family's turn
mum said is worth
by paying rm27.80
we can eat seafood, bbq, steamboat, desserts and ice-cream

mummy said this birthday cake is for 3 person..
so she can save her money.. (zzZzzz )
chocolate cheese cake
youngest sister is on 4th
mine is on 6th
brother is on 23rd September
amazing right??

sis said my face is damn scary without make up
yeah, is real you know
the dark circle is getting worst and worst
help~~!!

going to a trip soon :)

agree??

ωнαтэѵєя

hey u

let me tel u something
im so GLAD that i started to hate u
dont blame me for hating u
u're the one who changed
ask yourself what had u done
who are you?
why must every time listen to u
do u think by showing yours suck face and rude attitude
i'll listen to you
ya, for previous
but now..
i would never change my mind and obey u
N O and W O N' T
u even spoil my mood of the day
and is damn irritating
i would never waste my time on you AGAIN
because you're not worth for it

їѕ τόϋɢн

an announcement to dear blog :

from today onwards im having my holiday
finally can relax myself

but i'm kinda worry with the final
duno why
since the diploma until now
this is the 1st time i'm having this feeling
seriously, i have no confident at all with what i had wrote
this study week is the toughest ever
written words cant really describe how stress im
struggle with notes and critical thinking
i had realized something
where im not really good in these kinds of question
i duno..really.. i really duno.. :'(


big thanks dedicated to
♥ mummy ♥
the breakfast that you had prepared
in early of the morning
♥ mr. newbie ♥
yours shoulder and hugs
is work and comfort me well
yours supports make me become stronger
* i love u *
♥ miss cup cakes ♥
she helped me lots in my studies
companionship do improve my emotion
loafing around seek for good stuffs

thx again + love u guys.. muackss

60

*applause*
for this first time in my collage life
i bought the ORIGINAL text book
which coat me RM60..
izit after i buy this textbook, i'll score an A in the exam??

oh god :(
i can do lots of thing with RM60
shop and buy my favorite clothes
and eat delicious food


*sigh*

ριτ ƨŧȯρ

started to log to to FB everyday
well, i dont think that im get addicted
log in to facebook to see my friends current update
view video in facebook???
ermm, im not really view it..
those come with the title "funny"
i'll view it then
but not for "scary"
i'll skip it

in this moment
i perceive that this coming saturday is my big day
one of the pit stop in my life
beloved mummy and daddy are happy
that what i can see from their face
i'll meet my classmates
sure they change lots

people do change :)

ɉόϋяиάŁ

i'm so so bored..
having mid term tmrw
arghhh
need to read journals...
words inside the journal itself is like....
getting smaller and smaller
pages become longer and longer
yaaa..
my 1st year of advance is associated with journalsssssss

those journal said to me:
U CAN RUN BUT U CAN'T HIDE
haisss...
baca tak betul, tak baca lagi tak betul
aduhai... :(

ѕūɱмαяў

watch toy story 3 d

story line is awesome and touching
it really happen in the real life
when we growing up
toys no longer carry meaning in our life

karate kid
portray on when two different cultural meet
they can create something that amazing
something that other can't do
chinese kung fu is really powerful in changing people
our daily life is actually related with the knowledge of kung fu
solute ^^

Ϩιɢћ

assignment
assignmentsssssssss
dun why the assignment really make me suffer
somebody call 911
help help help
can i choose to not do all the assignment??
i really dislike

ƨɨͽκ

recently always sick
duno wat happen to me
maybe should have enough rest
last two weekend - food poisoning
last weekend - heavy flu + cough
my nose is almost drop from my face
arghhh
is itchy and itchy
can someone help me???

♫ яοͻќ чόυя вӧɗч ♫

♫ яοͻќ чόυя вӧɗч ♫

enjoy the night with mates and my friend

BORED
TILL
THE
MAX

ɔȯиfůѕє

should i continue my study??
i really duno
if yes, i'll further my studies until in UK
if not, i'll start to work and socialize with the society
mummy and daddy hope i can continue it
but i still cant decide it
thinking will i manage to handle notes, assignments and exams
will i understand material deliver by lectures
miss yap (mmr), miss chan (drama) will happen again?
who know??

SALLY
is your time to think and decide
once the decision are made
u cant turn it back or even give up

яёƨúŁτ

water called me while i was still ZZzzzZ
they all attend lecture today (rajinnya)
seem like all of them are happy with their result
.......
and continue my slp again
.......
neal call me tis time
ya ya ya ya ><"
i'll check result NOW..


♫ let the bass kick + sexy bitch ♫

since i'm alone in this house
that the songs in the air
i'm so so proud to said tat
I'M GRADUATE..

p/s: thx to all my mates..
who helped and shared everything in this two years
so glad that i meet u all
♥ stay contact and take care ♥
miss u all

ωояɗṣ

time after time

we had finish our diploma studies

has lots of fun with mates
it a sweet memories ever
classes are back to normal recently
this is another point of our journey
some choose to continue study
while the rest start to work
at the same time
all of us are waiting for result

STUDY and NOTES ARE BACK..
@.@

ɋϋєєи

beloved mum is bck to kedah again

visit grandma and take care of her
grandma choose to give up the chances to recover bck
she is keep on cursing herself complaint, sigh and muttering
but this does not mean we give up on her
everyone of us still concern and care abt her


i'm the QUEEN now ^^
*part time maid*
ensure that bro and sis go sch on time
housework and daily meal as well
is not easy ><"

pяαч

will back kedah later
hope everything will be okay
will have the biggest praying ceremony of year on tis friday
as well as in KL
gonna c my beloved grandma too
her condition is better in this few days
hope that she can recover in the shortest period

to my kaki..
enjoy yourself this sunday night
sry, i cant attend it and join u all
take care everyone

ŧıмїиԍ

disappointed
tat is my feeling right now
plan everything well
in the end
it mean nothing
timing
decision made in the wrong timing
timing sometimes are control by other
but what i can do since the timing wrong?
NOTHING

can't blame on other whatever that happen now
because i know it is not under my control
i.m trying to comfort myself
still cant throw my disappointment away
i need JACKY seriously ....now .. :(

мóᴠıэ

ice kacang puppy
memorable and i like theme song
after watch tis movie feel like
macam dah lama tak makan ice kacang
haha
watch tis movie = support the local production

next,
IP man...

ṩіԍн

* sigh again *

beloved grandma is sick :(
now is in hospital
what is happening to her
no one can explain wat wrong wit her
she cant speak and move
juz lying at the bed

be strong po~
we will bck in tis week
♥ love u ♥

单纯女孩

什么都不懂，是单纯吗？还是傻？
简单的想法，难道不好吗？

单纯
有错吗？

如果懂，那就是成熟吗？
懂了又怎样。。
难道日子会好过点吗？

每个人都有自私的一面
不是吗？
不自私，
不是每个人都做到。。

只渴望小小的回报
会过分吗？

ƌɩŁӭᴍᴍä

started to scare sleep during night

my nightmare is coming back
duno why
my baby fox is appear in my dream
again
im struggling
while sleeping i can feel that
tears are keep on dropping from my eyes
hugging my baby fox before she sleep
feeling of JACKY play and bite my little finger
this dream seem lik so real and so near
but why???
why she appear in my dream????
why my tear are keep dropping every time thinking about her??
why cant stop being so sensitive???
instead of thinking too much
i.m comforting myself tat noting gonna happen

i realize that my family are trying their best
not to mention a single word about jacky
even her name
but what can i do
im also trying hard to forget about jacky
but fail to do so
totally fail

"sigh x100"

blog.. u r the one who knw abt it
shhhh... and now forget...

start my study today
lots things that need to memorize it
this is the final exam for the final year of diploma
really a hard task for me
MASS MEDIA RESEARCH
arghhh

pray and add oil..
all the best

ħαяƌ 4 ĝɪяĿƨ

kinda bored today..
while check FB for updates
i saw an article in my friend's gf profile
she said guy will remain silent while reading it
that was what she wrote...

你可知道
要女人清晨醒来
凌乱的面對一個愛的人
是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道
女人爲什麽會背朝你睡
因 為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱着她睡
她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道
當女人被男人
脫去自己的衣服
一 絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道
女人那么愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望 這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道
深爱你的女人在冲你发火以後
自己卻轉身不斷啜泣

你可知道
當 女人頂着哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時

她的心已經快要死了
你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也 只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道
她的任性 她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可 知道
假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你发火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你 可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐惧

而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你还不够 懂她

女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情

于是，你們争吵，你認為她脾氣不好，她認為你不够迁就她

于是，你们冷战，你以為她沒有完全接受你，她以為你不在乎 她

請給她一個拥抱一个吻，用你的拥抱你的吻去化解她心里的悲 傷 和眼角的泪水。
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安静。。。。。。。。。。

两个深爱的人在一起，就要
互相包容，互相理解，互相体谅，互相信任，
否 则当你们真正失去时将会遗憾终生。。。。。。
否则美好的未来也就在你们自己手中泯灭了！。。。。。。

希望每一个男人都能够好好珍 惜陪伴在你身边的女人
她们为你付出过，不求回报
却希望你们能够读懂，能够牵着她们的手坚定地走下去
不要让爱你的女人流泪
不 要让她伤心
更不要让她绝望和死心！

因为女人一旦真爱了，失去她爱着的人
就意味着失去了整个世界...

女孩子20岁左右是她最美丽的。这时她的心地最善良，她有 点 成熟，又有点孩子气。
男孩子20左右的时候是他最暗淡的日子，这时什么都没有，不 能独立又不想依赖，
挣扎着彷徨着，寻找着自己的位置，

所以如果一个男孩子在他20岁左右的时候遇见了与他年纪相 当 的女孩子，那一定要珍惜她，
因为这个女孩子是用用自己最美丽的年华陪他走过了最黯淡的日 子！

女孩只有陪他走过，女孩将永远幸福下去。

so, i just copy and paste it here... ^^
solute what she had wrote..
maybe that was her feel right now..

ħэя đäʏ

is her day

which fall on 2nd day of CNY
we had organized a birthday part for beloved she
started to prepare from morning
and night was our party time
no more celebration on next year

so we enjoyed the night ^^

just hoping she can become healthy
keep her away from those evil demons and monsters
don't let her heart disappointed again
because she is not tough as other think

the bodyguard of house

nicole and me

the crazy one
the party girl

and crying baby

tis year is tiger year
so, must drink TIGER beer

??????
i oso duno wat happen at behide

Ǥєиtійɡ

just view silent FB profile
it remind me the days our trip to genting
my genting trip kaki
sampai there all dah hilang SEMANGAT
ish
tapi when we step into here.....
fuhhh..
semangat come back d
our very 1st time in safari
music kinda ermmmm...
but we enjoy it

haha.. tis is after club section
every1 is freezing there
sejuknya...
cold and we spend our night in car

kelas pun x pergi
pannai~

NEXT

our 1 day trip to genting
total 6 of us
beratur mengikut barisan dan menunggu giliran anda
that what we did before play an outdoor activity

NEXT

my last trip went genting with my bf and his friend
is to celebrate 2010 countdown
received a message from dada
they were there too ^^
genting is really peak with people
able to meet them after 12
that time i'm buying pizza to feed my stomach
itu bryce nampak leng lui

terus x1 take picture
ish
one more guy becum hantu d..
only can see hand
1st time experience cold outdoor concert ^^


stil have few time my mates plan to genting
but i can't make
1st - jojo's birthday
2nd - pre CNY holiday
3rd - water's suggestion
and few time of impromptu decision

яэϋѝιοи

this years i didn't celebrate CNY
due to my grandma past away
miss the days with her
went back penang nowadays
become more and more bored
no tv to watch and no place to sleep

for the fist time

went back to Kedah reunion with beloved there
(yahuuu)
where the place i was born
mum is the happiest one
weather kinda hot recently
the view is nice
cant find it in KL

long village road paddy view

river view

house is next to paddy

dry paddy